Bella's soon-to-be-sisters

The blonde one in the top is going to be my tomboy-ish one. She's pretty, right? I was going to get a blonde-blue eyed combination doll but I love WAVY doll hair and I love finger-curling it. Gabrielle has wavy hair, but I wouldn't get the same doll my best friend has, would I? Maybe.xD Her name is going to be Avril. :D

Okay, I recently read a book called 'All-American girl' By Meg Cabot. No, not AGDs.
It's an AWESOME book and I'm looking foward to reading the sequel.

It's like making my own historical.
The main character is Samantha Madison. She'd redheaded. But not like any other redheaded. Her hair is the color of copper. You know when a wire is broken and you can see the inside? Yeah,that color. But the dolls OBVIOUSLY isn't going to have that color of hair. In the story, her hair is always in a messy bun with bangs. But I ALWAYS pictured her as short haired-redheaded. I think that describes her personality more because she's lazy. A lazy person doesn't have time to do they're hair neither to cut bangs. Am I right?
That's the redheaded-doll with short hair ^ "Sam Madison"

The one next to her is supposed to be her sister.
Her sister's name is Lucy, yet I don't like the name. The doll rather looks like Sam in the book. But I thought this doll would be really girly. My doll wardrobe is going to be in trouble. I'm gonna need pink. A lot more pink.

The one under Sam is not in the book. Although Sam's Best friend's name is Catherine, This doll is not supposed to be Sam's best friend nor anyone in the book. This is CatherinA not CatherinE.
Her nickname is Cat. She's supposed to be me (Sunshine) and Erin (Bethie's owner) mixed up. She partly hippie. She's not SO popular in school. She has a sense of style that still shows her hippie personality. She's going to be good friends with Bella, since Bella is like 79.2% me. xD.
She gonna help Bella on the animal shelter Bella usually volunteers in,etc,etc.

Last but not least is Felicity. Her full name is going to be Felicity Mary Merriman.
A.K.A Lizcity or Liz Mary.

And....


As of today, December 30th, 2010 ; approximately 4:30-5:00, Bella Alexis Flynne, will not be alone. I'M GETTING FELICITY. Today. Mhhhhmm.
Yeppers. And I'm going to have an opening video. Yeeees.

That's it for today guys :D.

Oh, and I'm thinking of getting Rebbecca. I dunno. Should I?

~A

P.S. Should I get Samantha a blog? I dunno, I'm Afraid she might get more followers than Bella. D"""":

P.P.S. Any dolls YOU have in mind?

P.P.P.S Any tips for Felicity?

Thank you, Virginia!

Thank you SO much for choosing my blog as "Blog shout out of December" A lot was going on that I had to blog about, so this is why this thank you is SO late!

I LOVE you blogs, too.

Thankkkkk you a million times!!!

~BELLS

Merry Halloween

12~25~10
I crunched up from Gabrielle's comfy bed.

Sunlight brightened the room brighter than ever before.
My heartbeat was calmer.
My eyes weren't small or tired.
Now, that, that is the Christmas feeling.

"GABSTERS! WAKE UP IT'S CHRISTMAS!!!" I violently hit Gabrielle with a pillow.

She screamed.

"IT'S CHRISTMAS!!!" She sat up and look at me.

She gave the I'll-race-ya-to-the-Christmas-tree look.
I smiled and started running.
We dashed across the hallway up to the christmas tree.

We smiled.

"You go first." We said together.
"No, you go first." We said once again, together.
"Rock,paper,scissors?" Gabrielle suggested.
"Rock, paper,Scissors it is, my best friend." I smiled.

I know Gabster, she ALWAYS picks rock first.
So I picked scissors.

"Argggh!" I fake-complained.

She smiled and looked at the presents.
She scattered through them and found a green-wrapped present with a red bow.

I knew what it was.

" I'm so excited!!!" She exclaimed, tearing through the paper.

She screamed. Gabrielle is in fact, a screamer.

" IT'S A WII!!!!" She smiled brightly.

She opened all the other presents, including a elegant jewelry holder, an extra pink wii remote, a orange,pink, and green (Her favorite colors) beanie, matching cloves, a cupcake lamp, and a pink craft organizer.

"Your turn, Beauty." She said.

"Okay." I smiled and grabbed two small boxes.

Gabrielle looked confused.
I bet she was.
I smiled.

"This is our present." I gave gave the silver box.

We opened it together.

She smiled so big, it made tears come out of my eyes.
Smiled and leaped in to my arms.

She took out the ring, that said "Best" on one side and the other it said "Bella"

I took out mines, that said "Friends" and the other side "Gabbie", just because "Gabrielle couldn't fit into the ring.

I put mines in front of the glee band ring.

We hugged.
Best christmas ever.

But I leave tomorow. (12`27`10)

I knew happiness could never last.

~BELLS

Smack in the head

"Yum" I took one sip and my hot chocolate was half-way gone.

I looked around. Gabrielle's house was very pretty.

Her living room was olive green with white couches and brown throw pillows.

She had a glass sliding door in the living room that revealed her backyard.
The sliding doors were covered by a pretty brown curtain making the room look darker.
About ten feet away from one the couches, is her small yet cool kitchen.
You would sit down and watch her prepare food.
Her kitchen was modern. It has black/silver appiances. Including a monster microwave and a dishwasher.

The bell rung.

Gabrielle squealed.
She swung open the door.


"HI!!!!" A small voice squealed. They hugged.

I wiped the hot chocolate mustached off with my sleeve and forced an evil smile.
I stood up to get a glimpse of her.

She had blue eyes, yet not so bright as Gabrielle's.

She was light skin. Her lips were a pretty shade of pink.

She took off her hat.
I seen her before.

"Chrissa!?" I ran over and gave her a big hug.

I can't believe the girl I've been waiting to pwn is Chrissa!

"You guys know each other?" Gabrielle asked, like if it was not part of the plan.

"Yep." We answered together.

"You want some hot chocolate?" Gabrielle asked her.

"I'd love some. Specially yours!" Chrissa took off her coat.

We continued to drink hot chocolate and chatted along.
I even ended up singing a song for them.

We did some crafts and I fell asleep and woke up with paper glued to my face.

Walla.

~BELLS

Here I come, Gabrielle.

Hello, sweet readers.
I'm gonna quiz ya. Yeah. Yep. Mhmmm. How well do YOU know my blog?
Otay, here we go:

1. Where,how,or why did I get the nickname 'brownie' and from who?
2. What is my favorite food?
   
3. Favorite color?
4. Who will be my room-mate?
   
5. What school do I attend?
   
6. What doll is Gabrielle?
7. What doll is Miranda?
8. What does Rodger look like?

You think you can do it?
Come on... Try!

You may be asking yourself, why am I SO happy?

Well.... I'm in the airport waiting for my plane!! I'm going to Ohio, to see Gabrielle! :D
And to show that crafty girl who's really nice to her how close me and Gabs are.

Oh yeah.

Pwned.

~BELLS

Bye NY.

Now, my life is miserable.
Miserable.
I thought so before...
But now, it's REALLY miserable.

Why? Rodger hates me. Gabrielle moved away. I broke Rodger's leg and arm. I can spend hours stating why my life is miserable.

Well, I met a very nice boy. His name is Alex. I don't like him. He's just REALLY nice.
And obviously, Rodger has a thousand jealous nerves.

he would give me silent treatments! he didn't even dance with me in glee! (We're partners)

"Wait up!" I heard Rodger behind me.

I stopped.
I could hear the sound of his crutches coming closer.

"Hey..." I quietly said.

"Hey." He hugged me.

Not a friend hug, like a... romantic hug.

I stepped away.

"Sorry... used to it..." I smiled.

I still loved him. But I was pretty sure this was better for us.

"I still love you." He said.

"I would do anything,I mean ANYTHING so that you can love me again."


"I still Do love you. But this is best for us. I mean, you find your self a girlfriend. Some one that deserves you. I don't"

"What's his name? It's Alex isn't it?"

"No! It's not him! It's not anyone, anything, it's just better for you! Do you want to date a girl who is obsessed with crafting and cries herself to sleep every night and her maximum of eating burritos is 10 per hour?"

"Maybe I do! Why? Because your different. I'm not such a jerk around you. You know what? Maybe it IS better for us!" He looked disappointed.

"Don't talk to me, Bella." He walked the opposite way with his crutches.

What did I just do?
Another problem with me.
I think too fast.
I don't know what I just did.

We headed our opposite directions to glee.

"Hello, gleeks." Ms.Terry announced.

"Ms! I have a question!" Margaret chewed her gum.

"Yes, Marge?"

"What is you first name!?" She chewed louder.

"Addison... Why?"

"Just wondering. Oh hey Collin!" She jumped up.

They made out for a few seconds, leaving me in disgust.

"It's over between us."

"But--" She covered his lips with her finger.

She skipped to her seat.

I could tell Collin was disappointed.

" Okay, as you ALL should know, the theme is social feelings. As in, love life, friendships, etc.Who wants to go first?" Ms.Terry looked up from her clipboard.

Rodger raised his hand.

Ms.Terry nodded.

She climbed his crutches up stage.

He whispered to Collin and sat in the seat.

The music played.

"Easy come,easy go, that's just how you live, oh, take, take,take it all. But you never give. Should of know you were trouble from the first date. Had eyes wide open. Why were they open?"

He gave me a stare.

"Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash, you tossed in the trash yes you did."
He sang beautifully.

"You give you all my love is all I ever asked" I sang with him.

"Is all I ever had so, What you don't understand is I'll catch a grenade for ya!"

"I’d catch a grenade for ya Throw my hand on a blade for ya.I’d jump in front of a train for ya.You know I'd do anything for ya"

Tears rolled down my cheeks.
I ran to the bathroom.

I had to be strong.
I had to be strong.
I had to be strong.

I wiped my face with a tissue.
I looked at my self in the mirror.
Be strong.
Be strong.
Fail.
Rodger just got pwned.

I ran to my locker.
I quickly took out my guitar.

I ran back to the auditorium.

I noticed no one was singing.

I climbed up stage.

"This is a song for my best friend, Gabrielle."

I played the notes on my guitar.

I sang "Mine" By Taylor Swift.

But...
She wasn't the only special one.
He knew all my secrets.
I knew all of his.
He tried to flat iron his hair.
His mom taught him how to knit, but he doesn't.
He wears a lot of Navy blue, like me.
The time when he was 4 and his mom made his mom made him set up the table and he put one of those huge salad spoons.
The time his socks turned pink in the washer.

I stopped singing.

I shook my head.

I put my guitar on the floor and walked to Collin.

The song began.

"When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it
And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist
But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception"

I could see Rodger's smile from the stage.

"Fabulous! Bella! You are all dismissed! We will continue Monday!"

I ran down the stage.

"Are you sure?" Rodger asked.

"I'm pretty darn sure."

~BELLS

I love you, but we'd have to be firends.

"I have great news for you!" Ms.Terry clapped twice.

We all silenced carefully.

I wondered what she would say.

"We're doing a song in the winter talent show!" She said happily.

"WHAT?!" I smacked my forehead, realizing that I had just said that out loud.

"What is the problem, Ms.Flynne?" She said.

Boy, how much I hate when some one says my last name.

"Oh, nothing. I just think I won't sing...." I said in a quiet voice.

"Well, why not? You're ama--"

"MARGIE HERE! SORRY I'M LATE!" Margaret busted through the auditorium doors.

"Margaret, Sweetie, you only been here once. Two weeks ago. Are you sure you want to be in Glee?" Ms.Terry asked.

"Of course I want to be in Glee-- Where's Rodger?" She stopped.

"Oh, he's in the hospital. He broke his leg and an arm." Ms.Terry explained to Margaret.

"Oh, you know what? I forgot my mom was going to take me-- umm--- shopping!" She forced a fake smiled and twirled around.

"Wait, Marge, can we hear you sing? Introduce your self."

"If you really want to, then, KAY!" She dropped her bags and clicked her heels up the stage.

She touched the microphone.

"Kay. Hey glee people. My name is Margaret Elinor Smith. The first."

We quietly chuckled.

"And I love to sing and model and ya know make-up and boys yadda yadda yadda... Can I leave now!?" She yelled.

"No. You may sing though." Ms.Terry smiled.

"KAY! Please put Tikky tokky my Ke$shy!" She spoke loudly.

"TIIIIIK TOOOOK on da clock DK blow my speakers up tonight Ima fight till I see the home liiigh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" She sang horribly.

"THANK YOU!" Ms.Terry interrupted her.

"YAY!" She jumped up and clapped.

"SEE YA, SUCKAS!!!!" She ran down the stairs.

"Ya know what? I'm going to stay here and hear everyone fail at singing. Teehee. No one and I repeat NO ONE sing betta that muah." She sat down to seats away from me.

She rolled her eyes at me.

"Bella, you will go first." Ms.Terry announced.

"Ew." Margaret said loudly.

I rolled me eyes.

"My solo, please." I whispered to Collin.

As I sang I carefully watched Margaret, who was not paying attention--or at least not trying too--- As she looked carefully at Collin.

Ms.Terry clapped loudly.

"Whatevssss" Miranda stood up and walked over to Collin.

Without saying a word she kissed him for a long time.
She took his hand,picked up her jacket and hollister bag, and the both strolled out the auditorium.

Ms.Terry shook her head is disgust. She mummered a few words under her breath.
"When will Rodger be back, Bella boo?" She asked me.
She has like 2000000 nicknames for me.

Bella-Boo, Bellita, Beauty, BellyBell, Jolly Bell, Bellinda,Belle, and many, many more.

"Hopefully today." I smiled.

"Okay let's do our group dance!" She announced.

"Ms.Terry, may I be excused for today? I have to HAVE to check on Rodger."

"Sure, sweetie."

I quickly put on my coat and headed out the door.
I stopped by my apartment to drop my bag off.
On my way to the hospital I mailed the package.
On my wail out the door I bumped into some one.

"I'm so sorry, I wasn't looking... I didn't mean to" I said, looking up.

A burnette dude stood there, looking down at me.

"Hey, aren't you that Bella girl?"

"That's me." I smiled.

"You're an amazing singer."

"Thank you."

"I'm Max. Acutally, Maxwell, but I hate my name." He said.

"Cool. Well, I gotta head off. You're really sweet." I headed out.

I waited for half an hour until the bus arrived.
I sat down in an empty seat next to some guy eating a burrito.
It was a long ride.
A lot of people wore hats.
Except the people who cared about fashion rather than dying of hypothermia or getting sick.
I counted 4 pink ones,one teal, 8 black, 4 gray, and 2 yellow.

I was in the middle of counting the greens when my stop arrived.
I thanked the bus driver and got off the bus.
I have no idea why I just had to thank the bus driver.
I think it sounds polite.
Being polite is good, isn't it?
Specially for person who has a horrible life.
A.K.A me.

I stepped inside the big entrance of the hospital.

A pregnant lady, most likely giving birth, was screaming being rolled across the waiting area.

What a peaceful waiting area, eh?

"Hello. I'm here to see Rodger. Rodger Lucas." I answered her.
She scrolled through her computer.

"Room 246 to the right." She answered politely.

I followed her directions and found my way to the a white door that said "ROOM 246"

I slowly opened the door.

He was there, trying to stand up with the help of a nurse
A big smile lit his face when he saw me.

"BROWNIE!" I ran over to him and hugged him tightly.

"I guess you don't need my help after all." The nurse smiled.

"I leave you two here." I smiled at her.

" How's you leg?" I asked him.

"Painful, I guess." He said.

I felt horrible. It was all my fault. He just had to save me. Just had to.

We sat down.

"You know, I've been doing a lot of thinking..." I held his hand.

"And I hate to say this but...." I panicked.

"But... I make your life harder. I mean... you worry so much about me, I worry so much about you, that we barely worry about ourselves." I spoke after a few seconds of silence.

"I made you break a leg and wrist. You can't have the freedom to date random girls you see in the hallways... you don't have freedom." I continued.

"But I love you, you love me... I don't get it." He said, confused.

"Yes, I love you. I love you so I want you to have the freedom every boy wants."
Tears filled my eyes.

"But I stood in front of that car in purpose. Why? Because I love you. Bella, Please, Please don't break up with me."

Tears brung my eyes.

For a few seconds I did more thinking.
Which I hate doing, by the way.

"You know.... If you think this is a good idea, then I think it's a good idea." He said before I could say a word.

I weakly smiled.
I stretched up and gave him our last kiss.

"From now and on, just friends." We awkwardly shook hands.

I stood up, and walked away.

~BELLS

I make his life miserable.

I moved around in the hard seat trying to get a bead onto the bracelet I was making.
I've been making a few bracelets to sell so I could save up.

I got the tiny bead into the string when the phone just had to ring and startle me.

"UGH!" I groaned, standing up.


"Hello?"
"Hi! It's Miranda." Miranda answered.
"Oh.Hey."
"Whatcha doing?" She asked.
"Nothing." I looked at the discombobulated non-finished bracelet.
"Oh... Can I sleep over?"
"Sure."
"Okay, I'll be right there. " She hung up the phone.

I quickly stuffed all the loose clothing in my hangers and hung it up in my closet.
I swiped the bracelet guts off the table into my hand and securely put in the drawer of my desk.

Just in time when the bell of my front door rung.

"Hey!" She stepped inside.
"Hey."
"It's REALLY cold outside."
I nodded.

"Wanna see my new dance moves?" She shrieked.
"Sure." I shrugged.
"KK!" She dropped her bags and took a deep breath.

"And one, two, three,four, one, two,three, four,and five, and one" She counted her steps.

"And jump." She flipped in the air.

She smiled gratefully.

"So..."

"It was awesome, I guess."

"Wanna learn some?" She asked, curious.

"I don't know.....I'm not much of a--" She pulled my arm.

"C'mon. Look this is one" She pulled her arms up and twirled around.
I followed her steps.

"See you did it!" She said after I hit the last move.

"From the top."

I groaned.

"And one,two, three, four, and one,two,three, four and five." We danced together.

She clapped.

"You're good." She complimented.

"Yeah, right." I said sarcastic.

"Oh! These are pretty!" She picked up one of the bracelets.

It was a purple one with white pearls.

"Keep it." I didn't studder.

"REALLY?! Thank you SO much!" She dance around.

"Oh! Ghost Whisperer is on!" She flopped down on the couch and turned on the T.V.

I sat down next to her.

Miranda yelled as the plane crashed down.

"Relax, It's just a show." I said.

"Yeah, very scary show!" She yelled.

I rolled my eyes.

"I'm gonna check facebook." She stood up and headed to my room.

I wondered why people over-obessed with facebook.
I mean, I have facebook and all, but I don't check it every two minutes like some people.

Meanwhile I went to the kitchen and grabbed a cupcake.
"MIRANDA! DO YOU WANT A CUPCAKE!?" I yelled from the kitchen.

"Sure!" She skipped over to the kitchen.
After we enjoyed our cupcakes we headed to my room to do a little scrap booking.

"Look I have the pictures from our cameras from Ohio!" She shrieked.

I took a look at them.

The hotel room, the mall, the sandwhich shop, Rodger&I,Miranda&Daniel,etc.

"And here are you pictures." She handed me a yellow folder.

I slowly opened it, not letting a tear go to it.

I scanned the pictures.

Miranda&I, the victims of my prank, backstage of the show, Beth&I...

When my heart dropped.

A picture of Rodger,Beth,Sal and I stood there.

An idea filled my head.
I ran to my desk.

"Third drawer, all scrap booking materials use anything you want."

I pointed at the drawer.
I digged at the drawer looking for the perfect scrapbook paper.
Found it.

It was green,sparkly, with many junk food including burritos, chips, cupcakes and more.

I carefully cut a teal border so that the pictures could fit inside.
I cut five of those.
I carefully glued the pictures into the teal frames.

"I'm back!" Miranda said at the door way.
She changed into her jammies.
"I'm gonna change too." I stood up and headed towards the bathroom with my jammies in my hands.
I quickly changed into my jammies and headed back to my room.
Miranda was working on something.
"Watcha doin?" I peered at her work.

"I'm doing a scrapbook page on the sandwich shops." She explained, not looking up.

She pressed a few sandwich pop up stickers in the pretty paper.
I smiled.
I sat down and continued on my project.

I stuck a small picture of the super good cake we ate on our double-date.
I finished off posting a picture of us in the middle.

I scattered around my drawers for a green sparkly frame I had left over.

"AHA!" I said loudly when I found it.

I opened it and carefully and slowly and placed the picture inside of it.
We heard loud footsteps.
They got closer.
So did some yelling.
Very, fierce yelling.
Miranda and I looked at each other, and ran to the window and opened it.
We poked our heads out and look around.
A figure ran across.
A figure with very familiar hair.

"RODGER!" I shrieked.

I ran out to the door and took my coat from the hanger and ran down the stairs.

"BELLA!" Miranda yelled.
"I'll be right back!" I yelled, nervous as heck.

I heard that she ran after me.
I half-tripped a few times but found myself safely on the first floor.
I ran outside to the freezing cold and bumped into Rodger.
"ROD? What is going on!?" I yelled at him.
He ignored me and started to run.
I grabbed his arm.

"RODGER!" I yelled, terrified.
I was scared.
Really scared.
I had no Idea what was going on.
My heart pounded. Something was really wrong.

"This dude beat up my brother and teasing me about going out with you! I'm gonna beat the (Choice word) out of them!" He yelled running away.

"RODGER! Don't! RODGER! PLEASE DON'T!" Tear ran out my eyes.

Don't do it, Don't do it, Don't do it.

I thought to my self.

He ignored me and ran. A car was coming rapidly his way.
"NOOOOO!" I ran after him.

I looked around, confused of what was going on.
Rodger ran to my right, and suddenly fell, softly, into the ground.

In the middle of the street there was yelling. Soft yelling.
Soft, scared voices whispered my name.
There was very bad pain for a second...
But then it was gone.
A big ocean of black flowed towards the ground, it came my way.
I fell back into the floor, that for once in my life, seemed softer than my bed...
And the black ocean covered my entire body. .

Until is was all black.


Pitch Black.

I was dead.
Being dead... was weird.
I had nothing to worry about.

Then there was beeping.
Lots of beeping.

I slowly opened my eyes.
It was very bright.
I covered my eyes.

"Hello, darling." A male voice said.

"God?" I asked without thinking.

"I'm Doctor Smith." He answered.
Turns out, I wasn't dead...

I opened my eyes.

He was not old and droopy... He was tall and handsome.

I rubbed my eyes.

"Where's Rodger?" I sat up.

"Who?" The doctor said.

"Tall, brown hair, not so long, not so short, navy shirt." I explained, still trying to see clearly.

"Oh, him. Pretty handsome guy. You guys dating?" He questioned.

"Yes. Where is he!?" I asked again, worried.

"He's on the bed next to you. He broke his wrist and leg." He said, pulling the curtains apart.

I looked on to my side.

There he was, asleep, with a broken leg and wrist.

"You're fine. You can leave as soon as you feel like it." He closed the curtain.

"When will he come out?" I asked the doctor.

"Tomorrow. Unless he doesn't do any better, he'll come out later." He explained.

Miranda burst in the door.

"BELLA!" She yelled hugging me.

The doctor Shhhh-ed and smiled.

"I texted Gabrie--"

"YOU WHAT? She's going to be so worried!!!" I yelled.

"Quiet down, please." The doctor said.

I rolled my eyes.

"Sorry, I just panicked.... I'm really sorry!"

"Sorry I yelled... It's okay."

"I'll wait for you in the waiting area."

I stood up and walked over to Rodger's bed.

"The car was going to hit you." The doctor said.

"Way to brighten my day, Doc."

"He saved your life. You are very lucky. You just had a minor concussion. He is very brave." He explained.

Rodger stood the same.
As if he was dead.

"Rod?" I whispered to him.

He stood still.

"Let him sleep. Come back tomorrow." The doctor said.

"Good-bye, Rod." I gave him a quick kiss on the cheek.

"Take good care of him, Doc." I pat his back.

"I will. Oh, and you might have some headaches. I suggested to the young lady outside to stay with you for the night. You may not even go to school tomorrow." He explained.

I nodded and left the room.

"How is he?" Miranda stood up.

"Not good.Broken leg AND wrist.Because of me."

"Do not ever, ever think like that again, Bella! It was not your fault. He chose to save you life. It was his choice, it was his risk, and he has consequences." Miranda said.

Almost like it was Gabrielle that possessed over he body.

But no matter what anyone said, It WAS my fault.

I make his life miserable.

~BELLS

Not Cancelled.

I'm sorry for the last post. V
I don't know.... I just had a mad breakdown. Apology excepted?
I hope so.

You guys were so nice and made me feel better.

Specially Amy and Sarah:

Bella,

I don't see your blog often, but this post certainly caught my eye. Remember when I just quit my blog for the SAME EXACT reasons. You have to try, never give up, because one day, a bored person will stumble upon your blog and fall in love with it. That day hasn't come yet, but it will. You have 61 dedicated posts, all with a meaning. If you didn't care and thought no one ever cared, why would you be here in the first place? Life is the same. Would you commit suicide just because nobody talked to you or became your friend? Sometimes you have to live through things like this. Trust me, once you get the hang of blogging, people will see you. Maybe people are drawn away by the title. You could change it to "Sincerly, Bella" or "Bella Forever" or something. Maybe you could get a poll on what people think you could improve on your blog and go from there.

So, Bella, are you going to quit just because you think people don't notice your blog, or will you stay to tell your story?
Blogging isn't about who has the most followers or who comments the most. It is about sharing your story with everybody.

Amy and Virginia

Not also them, but Lanie Alex:

Don't give up! I had NO followers at one point, NO votes on my poll, and that was in October. Now I only have 6 followers. But I'm not giving up,, and you shouldn't either! :)



ALL of you guys are awesome for letting me know you all read and enjoy this blog.

Therefore, Bella's Bubble of Every-Day UPS N DOWNS is back,up and running. :D

~BELLS.
P.S. Any suggestions for a new name for this blog?

Cancelled

Followers: 12

maximum amount of comments I've ever had: 2

No one has read my last 4 posts.
No comments.
Not even voted "Intresting"
Not a vote in my poll.

Bella's Bubble of everyday UPS N DOWNS is currently canceled.

~BELLS

Am I really?

I stuffed my face into my pillow and screamed.

My hair was in a jungle of tangles and I haven't done my bed in 5 days.

Too many things were going on in my mind I just didn't have the time to do somethings.
I currently have been failing Science, my best subject, but I couldn't help it.

I had nothing to do on the weekends.
I haven't touched my crafts in days.

I woke up slowly and sat at my desk.
I scrambled towards the drawer with a scrapbook of the summer.

Tears fell as I saw the pictures of me & Gabrielle.

The time that she pranked me with whip cream all over my face.
The times we went on one of the world's fastest roller coasters...
When were messing around in walmart.

Good times, Good times.
Now?
Bad times, Bad times.

I was halfway through my scrapbook of joy when the bell rung at my front door.
I groaned when I walked my self to the door.
I checked the emergency mirror located next to the door and I looked like crap.
I took the brush that was in the little white basket right next to the mirror and made an effort to brush my hair.
After a short struggle of brushing my hair I finally looked through the peephole.
A familiar face stood there.

"Rod?" I opened the door.
"Hey! Dude, what happened?" He asked, slightly hugging me.

I shrugged.

He walked inside and sat down at the couch.

I closed the door and stood there stupidly.

"Umm..Bella--" He started.

" I want to tell you something..." I sat down.

"Fine, you go first." He answered.

"You know... Amy--"

"Yeah... I know." He interrupted.

"You know that she was making out with Mike Rosenberg?"

"She WHAT?" He yelled, standing up.

"Uh... oh..." I had a feeling he didn't know.

"It doesn't matter." He said sitting down again.

I looked confused.

" Nothing is working out for me, Bella." He started.

" Since we broke up, I couldn't think about anything but you. Why don't you want to go out again?" He asked.

I was quiet...

"Bella, PLEASE. I love yooooouuuu." He held my hand.

I rolled my eyes slightly.

"How many girlfriend have you had since we broke up?" I slowly slid my hand away from his.

"Just Amy..."

I arched an eyebrow... Which I could only do with my right for some reason. I tried doing it with my left, which I failed at, I hope he didn't notice...

"Fine... like 7?" He confessed.

I rolled my eyes.

"Just, please... Bella." He moved closer to me.

I thought for a second.

"So?" He asked.

My phone beeped.

I was relieved.
I ran to my room and grabbed my phone.

I read the text.

I shrieked in the top of my lungs.

"WHAT HAPPENED?!" Rodger yelled, running towards my room with my tennis racket.

I took the racket from him.

"GABRIELLE GOT ME TICKETS FOR OHIO!!!" I jumped into his arms.

"YAY!" I danced around the room.

"Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah!!" I yelled.
I looked at my calendar and quickly ran my finger thru the days.

"CRAP! It's in two weeks!" I yelled, going back to depressed mode.

I looked at Rodger, who looked at me oddly.
I could tell her was waiting for an answer.

I stood in front of my bed and thought harder.
He stood in front of me.

"Yes, I have had a lot of girlfriends. Maybe a dozen or two,not counting my kindergarten sweethearts. But you, Bella , you are different. You are down to earth, warm-hearted, beautiful on the inside and out." He put his arms around my back.

I took a deep breath.

" I was stupid for breaking up with you. I was just hanging out with the boys, they were all being flirty, I started being flirty too. This is real honesty time. I've never fallen in love with anyone. Except for you. Why? Because you're different from any other girl I've dated." He explained.

Before I could slide his hands off my back, he leaned in and kissed me.

I moved my head.
I felt his warm breath in my neck.
I looked at his eyes.

" I love you too, Rod." I smiled.
He smiled widely and twirled me around in his arms.

His phone beeped.

"Gotta go for a break up. BYE." He walked out the door.

I closed the door and leaned against it.

"Crap, the things that happen when your ex comes to you apartment." I rolled my eyes.

Did he really mean what he say?
Am I really down-to-earth, warm-hearted, different?

~BELLS

Soul mate

I struggled my way up the steep stairs of Anastasia Multi-Media Arts Academy. Also know as Anastasia arts.

My mind couldn't keep up.


I found my self in the third floor before the bell rung and slowly walked me self to my locker.

"Hey Bella, how you been?" Rodger asked slamming his locker.
I didn't say anything.

I quietly opened my locker and took out my math and Latin book.
"Something's wrong." He said


"You know." I started to walk..

"Wait, Gabs? " He followed behind me.

"And who's this?" A blonde green-eyed girl stood in front of me.
I looked up at her.
" Hey Amy. This is Bella, my best friend."

"Oh, okay." She kissed him.

"Bells, This is Amy-lee. My girlfriend." He introduced me to her.

"She doesn't look okay." Amy said.

"Yeah... Um... Babe I'll meet you at lunch." They kissed good-bye.

"Bella, I know your all upset that Gabrielle moved away... But sometimes, you just have to move on. I mean yea, she was your best friend and all but... you guys will always be best friends." He said, turning me to face him.


The bell rung. I started walking.

"Bella, Please. Maybe I can help." He suggested at the door of the class.

"No." I argued.


"Sit down everyone." The teacher assigned.

"So today we're going to discuss Lance Arms-" I heard nothing else.
I just early read my book until class was over.

I stood up quickly and left the classroom.

I headed towards theater arts.

"Uh oh..." I quietly said.

"What?" I realized that Rodger was right behind me.

He looked the direction I was pointing too.
He gasped.

It got bigger.

"FIRE! FIRE IN THE TEACHER'S LOUNGE!" I yelled running away from the fire-filled coffee maker.

"Stay away!" Mr.Martins,the principal, yelled.

He bravely ran into the room and grabbed the fire extinguisher,whom I never noticed, and spray it towards the now burnt black coffee maker.

"I'm so sorry, I didn't know! I wasn't paying attention! I'll pay for a new one! Please, I beg you!" Mrs.Williams begged to the fury-filled principal.

He just shook his head, and walked towards me.

"Thank you,Bella." He walked away.

"Woah...." Rodger quietly said behind me.

I headed to theater like nothing happened.

"Bella, why are you late?" Ms.Terry asked.

"Fire." I simply answered.

"Fire? Where!?" She panicked.

"Teacher's lounge... The coffee maker got on fire, I yelled 'fire' and Mr.Martin took care of it." I explained as I sat on the wooden chairs.

"What?! My precious coffee maker! Who started it?" She questioned.

"Apparently, Mrs.Williams."

"UGH! Predictable! Anyways, When I call you name and say ONE you go over there." She pointed to the right of the room.

"Whoever, if I say your name and say TWO you go over there." She pointed to the left.

"Okay, Adam one, Sherryl two, Bella one, Luis two, Anabeth one, AnneJayden two..." She went on.

I quickly walked over the my group.

"Okay, discuss a scence with you group, but you MUST improvise during your presentation."

I quietly listened to my group whisper.

"Okay, Group One is up!" Ms.Terry announced after a while.

Our team leader, Anabeth smiled widely.

"Hey Adam..." She hugged the blond boy.

"Get off of her! She's mine" Carlos pushed Adam off Anabeth.

"I thought you were mine!" I quietly said.

"Not anymore!" Adam yelled, throwing a fake punch at Carlos.

A fake fight started.

Carlos body pushed against mine, air pushed my face, but I quickly put my hand in front of me as I landed away from the tiny stage.

"Oh, Gosh!Bella, are you okay?!" Ms.Terry ran towards me.

"My wrist REALLY hurts." I told her, grabbing my right wrist.

"Adam, take her to the nurse!" She panicked.

"It's okay, I can go alone." I walked out.

I quickly walked to the nurse and sat down at the seats located in front of her office.

A pale-looking kid came out of the door moments later.

"Hey, It's you again! What's wrong?" The nurse asked.

"I fell off the theater arts stage, my wrist really hurts." I explained stepping inside her office.

She checked my wrist and moved around a bit, which really hurts.

Turns out it was just a sprained wrist. She put the hard arm warmer type thing around my arm.

"Now go to class, Ms.Flynne. " The nurse directed me.

By the time I got up the stairs class was already over.
I head to the class room to pick up my books.

"Are you okay, Bella." Ms.Terry asked.

"Yeah, just a sprained wrist." I explained, picking up my stuff.

I waved (With my left hand) Good-Bye and headed towards English.

Turns out, writing with a sprained wrist was pretty darn hard.
But Ms.Foster, the sweetest English teacher you could ever have, let me type my work into a laptop and print it out later.

After English I headed to lunch.

"Woah-hoa!"The glee club exclaimed as I sat down at the table.

"No questions asked." I said before a word could come out.

I got a text.

Gabrielle: Hey Bella! I'm having so much fun! I play clarinet in band. This pretty girl is teaching me how to. Gotta go!

What a text!

I slowly ate my lunch and headed to my next classes.

At the end of the day I headed to glee.
On my way there I spotted a blond girl making out with a guy.

She turned around and walked away.

I noticed it was Amy.
Rodger, my best friend, my soul mate, 's new girlfriend.

If I told him, I would hurt him.

I don't know what to do.
Should I tell him?
He doesn't deserve to be played.

~BELLS

Dead.Neva,

I just can't believe it.
No, I can't.
HE is NOT dead.
No, Beth, you were dreaming.

Samuel Thomas did not die.
No.
NOOOO.
He is safe home with his family.



.....


HE IS NOT DEAD OKAY?

......

I mean, it just can't be.
Excuse me.

*Locks herself in the bathroom and sobs to death*

....

Sorry, I'm just REALLY sensitive.

I mean, I hit the boy with a bag!
WITH A BAG CONTAINED A SANDWHICH AND MY VERY HARD SCRAPBOOK!

He just, can't.

Sometimes I felt like kidnapping him to give him a lesson.
Sometimes I felt like high-fiving him or complimenting him when he was sweet.

But I never thought he would be dead.
Not now.

~Bella

Dust

I missed out from school today cause I wouldn't make it.
I just won't.
The fact that Gabrielle wouldn't be there was my pain.
I don't want to talk to anyone.

After I ate breakfast I checked my in box and I had an Email from Gabrielle.
I hurried and clicked on it.

From: Gabbie-L
To: Bella
Subject: Lovin it but missing you.

Hey Bella. Ohio is GREAT! It's very pretty here. I'm going to this school called Lyndon B. Johnson Academy. It's private like Anastasia. They have Glee club! I over heard them and they are really good. I miss you very much. I literally cry my self to sleep every night. I went to home depot to buy paint for my walls. I thinking a teal color. Or purple... I dunno. I met this REALLY nice girl. She's really crafty. She showed me around a bit, and even showed me the nearest mall and dairy queen. :D She was a pretty sister with blue eyes and dark brown hair. I bet you'll like her when you come for Christmas. Guess what? Christmas is only in 25 DAYS!!!! I'm so excited! Christmas is my favorite holiday. And Sunshine's B-day is in EXACTLY 13 days. Yay :D. I hope she get felicity. I ate a peanut butter and jelly Sandwich for lunch. Now I'm eating soup. It's REALLY cold here. But I like it a lot.

~Gabrielle A. Taylor.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

From: Bella
To: Gabbie-L
Subject: Re: Lovin it but missing you.

Looks like your having fun. I can't wait to go either. I really hope Sunny gets Felicity too, thought she emailed me and it says "April" Instead of "Felicity" So I think they call her April. The crafty girl sound cute. And you in OHIO? I was so upset that you were leaving I don't even now where your were going :D.

~BELLS.
P.S. Rodger got a new girlfriend. I'm so happy for him. Her name is Amy-lee. He email-ed me about her. I want to meet her!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


See? My fear. She has a new friend. Soon enough they will be best friends and I will just become a "friend"

~BELLS

Intense

My heart felt heavy.
I felt like I couldn't move.
I couldn't breath.
I was slowly dying.
Why?
Gabrielle will be leaving today.
I wouldn't see her in months.
She would be away.
She would find a new best friend.
And I will be dust.
Just the remains of Bella.

My head pounded.
After hitting the snooze button 18 times, I finally stood up and headed to the bathroom.
I took a shower and changed into my itchy uniform. Khaki pants, white shirt, navy vest and tie.
I stuffed the scrapbook in my book bag.
I quietly ate a yogurt and left my apartment.

I quietly listened to the Christmas music in my elevator.
The elevator stopped on the 3rd floor.

Miranda walked in.
"Hey Bella."
"Hi." I whispered to her.
"You okay?" She asked.
"No."
"What's wrong?"
"Gabrielle. She's moving today." My eyes were damp.
"I'm so sorry. I know she's you best friend. She's really nice. She was my lab partner. But on the bright side, you guys can see each other in holidays,video chat yadda yadda." She attempted to cheer me up.

Silence.
I walked with Miranda to school.
Not saying a word.

"Hey Bella!" I heard Gabrielle's voice.
"Hi."

Silence.

"C'mon. Cheer up." She said.

I did nothing.

"C'mon, or tickle monster will attack." She said.

I did nothing.

And so, tickle monster attacked me.
I laughed.
"Okay, okay. I'll cheer up." I said trying to stop tickle monster.

We laughed.
I went to my locker and dropped off my guitar and headed off to homeroom.
The day went on.
Ms.Flokenberson as fun as ever.
Mr.Stewart gave too much homework.
Ms.Johnson was sick and didn't come to school.
Slow,boring and dull.

"Bells!" I heard Gabrielle's voice yell from behind.
"Hey!" I hugged her.
We grabbed lunch and ate together with the gleeks.

"Yeah, and I want to audition!" Laura commented on the beauty and the best play that the school is doing.

"I'm might just audition for the beast. I'll be awesome when I'm human again cuz, you know, I'm handsome." Rodger joked.

"Talking bout' beasts." I looked at Margaret going our way.

"Hey babe." Margaret touched Rodger's hair.
Rodger's eyes widened.
He took her hands off his head.
She sat on his lap.
Rodger gave her a cold stare and slowly pushed her off to the little space left of the bench.

She just giggled like an idiot.
"You're so funny..." She said, kissing his cheek.

"Can't wait to see you at glee today." She giggled.

"GLEE?" Rodger yelled.

"Babe keep it down..." She put a finger on his lips.

"Yes, I'm joining glee. I've got an amazing voice and dancing talent." She said.

"Tik tok, on the clock DJ blow my speakers up tonight ima fight!!!" She sang loudly.

I covered my ears, she sung horrible.


"I love your hair." She touched his hair.

"Are you part Jamaican?" She asked.

"Noooo...." He said, taking her hand off his hair once again.

"Because you are Ja-makin' me crazy" She giggled once again like an idiot.

I couldn't help it but to laugh.

"I lost my number.... Can I have your...?" She said, biting her lip.

"Really?" Rodger answered.

She hugged his waist.

He pushed his hands off her.
She looked over at her clique.

"I love you,babe" Margaret leaned in and gave Rodger a kiss.
She looked at me.
I shrugged.
"BLWAAAH" Rodger wiped his mouth with a napkin.

We all laughed.

"So,'babe' are you excited for your girlfriend to go see you at glee?" Daniel joked.
Miranda punched him in the arm.

Rodger shook his head and said a few words under his breath.

"Why'd I have to be attractive? " He said.

A while after that lunch was over.
Then I had science.

"Hello there." John David greeted me at our desk.
"I'm sorry about what happened. I was going to dump her for you. I love you, I love you Bella." He said.
"Oh, shut up. Your just a pervert." I argued with him.
"Bella, keep it down." The teacher said.

I rolled my eyes.

He complemented:
My hair.
My eyes.
My hands.
My shirt.
My handwriting.
My voice.

"JUST SHUT UP!" I yelled at him.
The teacher peered at me from her book.

The bell rung and I quickly headed out the door.
He followed behind me.

"DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT LEAVE ME ALONE MEANS?" I yelled.

"No. Because I want you, I loooove you. Do you under stand what I love you means?"

"Yes, I do. But I'm not falling in love with a jerk like you. I've got an eye on some one." I rolled my eyes.

He kept on following me.
"C'mon Bella, give me a chance." He said.

I ignored him.

I opened my locker and took out my gym clothes.
"I love you. I want to hug you, and kiss you. Please... Do you want to go out?" He asked once again.

"Don't you understand to leave her ALONE?" A familiar voice stood behind me.
I closed my locker and turned around.
It was Rodger.

I smiled.

"And who are you? The police?" John David asked.
Before Rodger can say a word I said
"He's my boyfriend."
John David's mouth dropped on the floor.

"Prove it." He said.

I panicked.
I took a stance and quickly kissed him.

"Well, then it's your loss. Why wouldn't you want this?" John David said walking away.
When he was out of sight me and Rodger cracked up.

"Did you see his face?" We laughed louder until the bell rung.

"Your a natural!" Rodger complimented on my acting.

"See ya!" I said, heading off to gym.

"Gabs, you're not going to believe what just happened." I told Gabrielle in the locker room.
"What?" She asked, curious.
"So, you know John David? He was trying to ask me out again and saying that he loved me and stuff. He wouldn't stop and Rodger was like 'Don't you understand to leave her alone' and John David was all like ' who are you'" I continued telling her the story.

We played softball. After that I headed off to Latin.

"Salve, we are having a quiz today. Please clear you desk off with just a writing instrument." The teacher sounded like a robot.

I quickly finished my quiz and started reading my book.

"SHUT UP!" I heard some one yell in the back.
I turned around and saw Mike Lewis yelling at Jacob Williams.

"MAKE ME. You took my girlfriend for 2 years away from me!"

"Sorry, but the looks can't help it!"

"But your a JERK."

Sooner or later it started a huge argument.
Until the got closer.
And Jacob swung at Mike.
It was a huge fight.
Then two other boys got into a fight.
Then the principal came in and started yelling but the fight could not be stopped.

I looked at my watch and realized the bell has rung.

"GABRIELLE!" I yelled almost crying and stuffed my pen into my bag.
I rushed to my locker and grabbed my jacket and went downstairs.

"Gabrielle!" I yelled running towards her.
We hugged.
"I'm so sorry I'm late, there was this huge fight and I just go distracted and it was so loud..." I explained.

"It's okay, we're on the right track." She said, starting to walk.

We got to Gabrielle's apartment and I waited outside as I waited for Gabrielle to get her suitcases.

"Ready." She forced a smile.

We got in side the cab when we heard
"GABRIELLE! WAIT!" I poked my head out the door to see Rodger running towards the cab.

He stepped inside the car.
I gave him a stare.
"What?I'm her best friend too." He said.
Gabrielle smiled.
We drove to the airport listening to Ke$ha and having our own little dance party in a cab.
When we got there.
We waited till they called Gabrielle's plane.
"Hey, you know... I'm gonna send you some gifts on christmas, and we'll video chat, and I'll text you, and we'll be in touch" Rodger tried to break the silence.
Gabrielle weakly smiled.
Until they called her plane.
My heart dropped.
It skipped a bunch of beats.
I felt like dying.

"I guess this is good-bye." Gabrielle stood up.
"Good-bye,Rod. I'll visit soon." She said hugging him for long.

She looked at me.

The pain of her just looking at me was intense. I couldn't help it.
I'll always remember those blue eyes that stood out in her face.


We hugged.
"Remember, I'll always have your back. Always." We hugged for a long time, until she let go.
She started walking away.
When I remembered.The scrapbook.


"WAIT!" I yelled, running towards her.
"What?" She asked, panicking.
"Here. I made just for you." I took out a friendship scrapbook covered with her favorite colors.
"What's this?" She said opening it.
She had tears of joy.
"I love it." She said hugging me.
They called her plane again.
"Hurry on, you have to go." I told her.
We let go.
And I walked away.

When it hit me.
I burst in to Rodger's arms and cried my little heart out.
"It's okay.You guys will keep in contact, and will always, always be best friends." I cried harder.

I looked back at Gabrielle who was crying too, and waved at her.

~Bells

Tears

"Gabrielle?" I moved around in the air bed in search of Gabrielle.

"Gabs?" I asked sitting up.

I looked around but no sight of Gabrielle.
I dialed her cellphone but she didn't pick up.
Texted 33 times, no response.
I grabbed my coat and headed out the door until I saw myself n the emergency mirror...
I went back and brushed my hair.

I ran against the cold wind to Gabrielle's apartment.

"GABRIELLE!" I pounded against the front door of Gabrielle's apartment.

"GABBIE-L!!" I yelled.

The door opened.
"Hello there, Bella." She smiled.
I stepped inside.

"Gabrielle Amber Taylor don't you ever scare you best friend like that!!" I hugged her.
I looked around her apartment.
Turquoise and green balloons floated around the apartment.
"What's.... all this?" I pointed at the decorations.
" Welcome to the best last-weekend-with-your-best-friend in last weekend-to-spend-with-your-BFFL history!" Gabrielle said.

"Here, I have an agenda." She gave me a piece of purple paper.

The best last weekend with your best friend agenda:
Go shopping at the mall
Get too much stuff at the craft store.
Eat frozen yogurt in pink berry
Go to glee dance rehearsals
Go back home and review everything we bought
Make burritos (your favorite!)
Do our nails and hair
Go ride our bikes
go back home and yell at random people passing by the streets
Prank calls
And much, much more.

"Wow, this sounds cool." I said after scanning the list.
"Now, you can't go out with that. " Gabrielle pointed at may cloud-jammies and pea coat.
"Tada" Gabrielle pulled an outfit out of her closet.
It was a navy blue long sleeve,with a white lace sweater, a small suede tan braided belt thingy, and dark jeans.
"Niiiiice." I said,grabbing the hanger.

I quickly changed and did my hair.
"Wow, you look amazing." She said as she saw me.
"You look amazing...er."I complemented her back.

Her blue eyes shined as she put her jacket it on.
"Let's go!" She said, opening the door.
I took my jacket that I have thrown at the couch.

We headed to the mall.
"Gabrielle...." A familiar voice said behind us.
It was way too familiar.
Rodger.
Bwaah.
I turned around to see him.

"Bella." He said.
"Rodger." I giggled.
They hugged.
"Rodgie will miss you." He said, hugging her tightly.
I smiled.
"We're we goin???" He asked.
"H&M" Gabrielle and I answered.
He groaned.
"Go to the sport shop." I suggested.
"No." He answered.
I rolled my eyes.
We bought a few here and there, mostly at the craft store.

"Ohhh silly putty" Rodger grabbed a container with silly putty in it.
I rolled my eyes.

"OHHHHH look at this!" He said pointing at some stickers

"Did you go back to when you were 4?" I asked him.

"Uh, no...Nope. Not that I know of." He smiled.

"Done!" Gabrielle said, after she checked out everything.
"Let's go to pink berry" She said heading out the door.

Rodger followed behind us.

"What's pink berry?"He asked.
"A yogurt shop." Gabrielle answered.
"Yuck, yogurt."
"It's actually very good." I said.
"Yeah right" I answered me.

"omigawsh. This is so frikin good." He said tasting a sample.
"Told ya." We both answered.

"I want a chocolate yogurt please." I ordered.
"Any toppings?" The lady asked.
"Brownie bites, captain crunch, a waffle, and oreos."

"You coming to the glee dance rehersals?" I asked Gabrielle.
"Nope, I'm gonna be home waiting for you. Now, head on." She said, taking my bags from me.
"Kay..." I waved to her.

"Have I told you how good you are at singin-"
"Yes."
"Just letting you know."
Silence.
"Ms.Terry looks very different in sweats." He said awkwardly.
"Mhmm" I agreed.
"Umm.... your pretty sad that Gabrielle is moving... right?"
"Yes."
" This is not working."
"What's not working?"
"The whole just friends thing."
" You can make it work. I mean, we were best friends before we went out. Was that hard?"
"No but... ugh."
"Rodger, go get a girlfriend. I'm not stopping you. It'd be a while until I start dating again.K?"
"Okay... I guess." He said quietly.

We walked into a studio.

"Wait, Ms.Terry called and said it was canceled. Sorry." The lady at the front desk said.

"What?!" I yelled leaving the studio.
"I dunno." Rodger said.

I headed to the direction of Gabrielle's apartment.
"Why are you following me?" I joked.
"I'm going to Gabrielle's house too, ya know." He said.


I knocked on Gabrielle's door.
No one was there.
I knocked harder.
I twisted the knob.
The door was opened.

"SURPRISE!" Loud voices said.
"Surprise." Rodger whispered.

"What's... all. WHAT IS GOING ON?" I yelled.
"Just a party." Gabrielle stepped up to me.
We hugged.
" But-- what--why?
"Just party." Gabrielle smiled.

We partied for hours until everyone left.

"Bella, I don't know how to say this..." Gabrielle started.
"Say what?" I got nervous.
"I.. I'm... leaving..."
"I know."
"On Monday."
"WHAT?!" I yelled.
"I wanted to buy a ticket for thursday but... But... I couldn't" She said, crying.
"I'm sorry Bells. Don't be mad at me."

What did I do?
I cried.
And we hugged.

~BELLS

3/4 of my heart

"Bella! BELLA!" Gabrielle threw a pillow at my face.

"WHAT!?" I peered from my book.

" C'mon get ready!" She wore a red dress, up to her knees, her wavy hair let down.

"Ugh." I groaned closing my book.

I looked for the dress Gabrielle bought me and put it on.
It was royal blue and went below my knees.

"Ya like? " Gabrielle said as she saw me in it.

"Ehhh...." I joked.

"Just kidding. I love it." I hugged her.
I put make-up on, put my stupid heels on, and we headed for dinner in the Olive garden.

"Who is the only girl in the world who decides to go out to the olive garden in short dresses in freezing temperature?" I asked Gabrielle in the cab.

"Gabrielle Amber Taylor does." I shook my head.
I smiled brightly.

"We're here!" Gabrielle squealed.
She payed the over-priced cab ride and we ran inside the warm restaurant.

" Reservation under Gabbie. For two, please." Gabrielle politely said.
I giggled.

The dude-in-a-fancy-tux led us to our table, who was centered with a small candle.

"Ohh, Fancy." I said.
It reminded me of my double date. Good times, good times.

"Ohhh, sounds yummy." I said, peering into the menu.

I ordered some lasagaña-type thingy.

"Wait! Bella, you have to say what your thankful for first." Gabrielle said just before I dug into my food.

"Fine. I'm thankful for living another day of my awesome life and spending time with my best friend and... and... food. I'm thankful having talent, I'm thankful for money (xD) food, my soft bed.... did I mention food?" I joked.

"To shorten my thanksgiving, I'm thankful for everything." Gabrielle smile.

"I could of just said that..." I said under my breath.

I finished my plate long before Gabrielle.

"I don't think I can have dessert..." Gabrielle said putting her hand over her belly.

"Me either..." I followed her.

"Excuse me can we have the bill?" Gabrielle asked a passing waitress.

"Here ya go." The waitress gave us the bill after a while.

Gabrielle placed a 20$ on the table and we headed off to the cold outside streets.

I waved my hands at a taxi that appeared in front of us in matter of seconds.
We headed off to my apartment.

"Home sweet home." I said, throwing my self into my sofa.

"Ugh" I groaned.

My phone did that sound again.
You know that sound.
Yes, the sound that goes off when you get a text.

"Hey, it's Rodger." Gabrielle said looking into my phone.

"RODGER?!" I fell off the couch.

"Gimme gimme gimme" I said grabbing the phone from Gabrielle.

"He says to look outside my window?" I laughed.

"Bella..." Gabrielle said looking out the window.

"WHAT?" I ran to the window.

There stood Rodger.

"UGH!" I groaned running out of the apartment.
I ran down six flights of stairs with Gabrielle following behind me.

"Rodger Micheal Lucas, What in the WORLD are you doing outside my building?" I asked him as if he was crazy, which he was.

"To see you." He answered.

I rolled my eyes.

"Because I love you." He repeated to me.

"Rodger, do you understand what BREAK-UP means?" I asked him.

He stayed quiet.

"I'm sorry." I paused.

"Let's just take a break okay?" I said quietly.

He stood in silence.

"A break... fine." He finally said.
I smiled.

He awkwardly raised his hand.
I shook his hand.

"Who am I kidding?" I let go of his hand and hugged him.

"Go home" I told him.

He smiled.

"Just a break, Rod." I heard him whisper to himself.

I peered at Gabrielle who was waiting at the lobby.

I stepped inside.

"What'd he want?" She asked.

"Nothing. Just saying hi." I told her, pressing the elevator button.

"Mmmhmm."

I changed into my jammies and pulled out the air bed.

"Night." I told Gabrielle as I covered myself in a blanket.
"Good night, sleep tight and don't let the bed bugs bite." Gabrielle joked.
"Happy thanksgiving, I can come spend Christmas with you. Or you with me. I dunno--" She stopped.
" Bella, I'll really miss you. You're the greatest person I know. My best friend. My sister. My conscious. 3/4 of my heart. I'll really miss you." She said.

Tears went down my cheeks.
~BELLS

Friend

I sobbed harder into my pillow every time I thought of Gabrielle.
She would be leaving.
Next week.
Forever.
Today I was going to dinner with Gabrielle and Miranda. Woohoo.
I decided to to actually stand up, and make breakfast.
My phone did the little sound I get every time I get a text.

From: Miranda
To: Bella
I'm going to your apartment right now.

"WHAT?!" I yelled.
I quickly changed into a pair of jeans and a t-shirt that said
"What are YOU looking at?"
I quickly made my bed and brushed my teeth.
Just in time when a soft knock hit my front door.
I did a quick check on my emergency mirror right next to the front door.
"Hi!" Miranda squealed hugging me.
"Hey" I said closing the door.
Miranda sniffed weirdly and the air.
"It smells like something is burning." She said.
I sniffed the air.
When I remembered.
"MY TOAST!" I yelled running to my kitchen.
I quickly crabbed a fork and picked up the poor burnt toast from the hot frying pan.
Miranda giggled in shock when she saw the once-bread black square sitting on a plate.
I giggled too.
"I think I left my sneakers here, I came to pick em up." She said, half still giggling.
I looked into my messy closet and found the purple barley used sneakers sitting inside.
"Here ya go." I said passing her the sneakers.
"Thanks." She said looking at her phone.
"I'll come up to go the dance rehearsals." She said opening the door, still not looking from her phone.
"Right... The dance rehearsals..." I said half waving- half closing the door.
I completely forgot about the dance rehearsals.
I did another attempt and making my toast and hurried off to the bathroom.
I changed into a pair of light teal sweats and a white, off the shoulder shirt with pink straps.
I tied my long layers of black-brown hair into a high ponytail and secured it with a teal head band.
A soft knock hit my door again.
It was Miranda.
"Ready?" She asked as I opened the door.
"Wait" I said rushing to put my sneakers on.
I grabbed a sweater, my coat, and my bag and ran out the door.
"Ready!" I said closing the door.
I quickly put my sweater and coat on and we rode down the elevator.
Christmas music was playing non-stop.
"Ugh, I hate dancing." I complained as we got to the dance studio.
"Too bad." Miranda said, opening the cold glass door.
"We're here for glee dance rehearsals." Miranda told the lady at the front desk.
"What school, honey?" The lady asked.
"Anastasia arts." Miranda responded.
The lady flipped through paper until she said.
"Room 306 to the left.BYE."
"THERE YOU ARE!" Ms.Terry said as we walked into the room with big mirrors and wooden floors.
I was surprised to see Ms.Terry with black sweats on and an old baggy t-shirt, rather than her school-wear, long pants, high boots, and a shirt and vest that matched her pants.
"Okay, everyone is here! In a circle everyone." We all gathered around Ms.terry.
"So, today we're working with Ms.Jonhson's sister. She's a choreographer." She explained.
"Before we start dancing our feet off, we're going to have the audtions for Duets and Solos." She explained.
"We'll start in a dew minutes" The room went from quiet, to loud.
Rodger stood in front of me.
I rolled my eyes.
"Are you going to audition?" He asked.
"No."
"Why not."
"I'm just not going to, Ok?"
He forced a puppy dog face.
"No, I don't have my guitar anyways." I said.
"So that means you will audition if you had a guitar."
"No!"
"Yes!"
"Pwwweeeaaaseeee"
"No." He forced another sad face and walked away looking down.
"Okay, get in line whoever wants audition for the duets." Ms.Terry announced.
Mary,Daniel, Rodger, and Miranda lined up in front of Ms.Terry.

I smiled as Rodger sang.

We clapped after they were done.

"Now, the Solos please line up. And remember, you can always audition for both."

All the girls lined up in front of Ms.Terry.

"That's it?" She asked.
Everyone nodded.

"BELLA WANTS TO AUDITION." Rodger yelled.
"Rodger!" I yelled at him.
"Please, Bella. Just try." He said ignoring the fact that I stomped on his foot.
I rolled my eyes and lined up.
" You can go first, Belle." She said.

I rolled my eyes once again just because Ms.Terry called me BellE rather than BellA.

I walked up to the middle of the dance floor as Rodger talked to Frankie.

The notes began.

"I am in love.With what we are. Not what we should be." I paused.
"And I am, I am starstruck. With every part, Of this whole story.
So if it's just tonight,
The Animal inside,
Let it live and die.
Like it's the end of time,
Like everything inside,
Let it live and die.
This is our last chance,
Give me your hands.
'Cause our world is spinning at the speed of light.
The night is fading, heart is racing.
Now just come and love me like we're gonna die. "
I looked at the gleeks.

They were smiling.
Miranda gave me a thumbs up and got off the line of solos.

I widened my eyes but she told me it was okay.

The last notes played.
I smiled bravely.
"Bravo, Bravo, Belle!" Ms.Terry clapped loudly.

Laura walked to the middle of the stage.

"You were awesome!" She whispered loudly to me.
I took a seat next to Miranda.

" Miranda. Are you sure?" I asked her.
"Yes, I am. I mean, I got the solo last time." I smiled.

"You think I'm pretty without any make-up on" Laura sang.
We all danced along until she ran out of the studio.

I followed behind her.

"Laur!" I yelled following behind her.
She sat down against the wall.
"Laur, what happened?" I said sitting next to her.

"I want to sing the duet, so I ran off so Ms.Terry would think I was to nervous to sing a solo." She explained.

"Oh." I said standing up.

"Sorry if I worried you." She said.
I shrugged.

When I walked inside the studio Mary was singing "Can't Be tames" by what's-her-name Miley now-trying-to -be-Britney-Spears Cyrus?

"What's wrong?" Ms.Terry referred to Laura.

"She's gonna be okay." I rolled my eyes.

Laura came back in and sat down next to Collin.

"Give me a few to decide and I'll tell you guys."

"Ello there, Gov'n." Rodger sat next to me.
I smiled.

"You were awesome." He complimented.

"You were too." I said.

"Psssh, I know I was." He smiled.

Ten minutes past when Ms.Terry walked in again and instructed the people who audition to get in line.

We all held hands.

"Okay, the duet partners are...."

Silence.

"Rodger and Miranda!" Ms.Terry clapped.

Rodger and Miranda hugged tightly.

I smiled.

"And now... For the solo..." Ms.Terry paused.

Silence.
Silence.
More...
Silence.
Which is really annoying, I mean, JUST SAY WHO'S DOING THE SOLO.
Sheesh.

"The solo... Goes...for.... BELLE!"

"LA!" I yelled to complete my name.

I hugged Laura and everyone else.

"Okay, now to dance."

After we rehearsed the steps of the Kss-n-tell and we were dismissed.
I walked back home without Miranda because she had a date with Daniel.

Firms hands covered my eyes.

"Rodger." I guessed.
He smiled at me.
"Hello." He said.
"Bonjour" I said.

Silence.

"Umm...." He said.
"So..n will you pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease be my girlfriend again?" He asked.
"Not your girlfriend. You friend."

~Bella.

No.

I played the soft notes in my guitar.

"I'm am in love. With what we are, not what we should be." I sang softly into the empty auditorium.

I was in glee practice, yea, on a day we have off.

"And I am, I am starstruck." I paused.

"With every part of this whole story." I played the notes in my guitar.

"So if it's just tonight, the animal inside."

"Let it live and die" I sang.
"Like it's the end of time, Like everything inside." I sang.
"Let it live and DIE" I sang loudly.
"This is our last chance, give me your hands. Cuz our world is spinning a the speed of light." The notes played loudly.
"The night is fading, My heart is racing" I paused, startled by loud claps.

I looked at the back of the auditorium from the tall stage.

"Bravo! Bravo!." The voice said.
"I didn't mean to interrupt." It came closer.
It was Rodger.
"Aren't you supposed to be downstairs eating?"
I smiled.
"You're really good. Are you going to audition for the Solo?" He ignored me.
I blushed.
"No." I answered standing up.
"You're AMAZING." The auditorium boomed.
" You have to." He said climbing up the stage.
"If I sing a solo, everyone will be looking at me. No." I packed away my guitar.
"C'mon. You don't want us to lose the winter finals, right?" He looked down with a sad face.
"No." I said stepping down the stage.
"Fine." He said.
"Fine." I said, sitting down in the empty audience.

They're was silence for a while.
I watched him take out his guitar.

"WE'RE BAAACK!" I heard Daniel yell from behind.

We practiced our group song,our girls song, and the solo auditions were Friday.
I headed home and praticed my songs.

"There you are down in your knees again, trying find where to breath again." I sang loudly.
" Only surrender would help you know, I love you please see and believe agaaaain." I sang even louder.

A soft knock hit my door.
I looked through the peep hole.
"Gabbie-L?" I swung open the door.
"Yeah." She said in a disappointed voice.

She walked inside my apartment and sat on the couch, looking down.

"What's wrong?" I sat down on the couch with her.
They're was a few seconds of silence.
"Bella." She looked up at me.
Her eyes we're moist and teary.
"Gabrielle Amber Taylor, what is wrong?!" She got me really worried.
" Bella." She burst into tears.
She hugged me.
My heart pounded loudly.
My should drowned in tears.
"GABRIELLE what is wrong?" She got me worried sick.

"Bella, I'm leaving." She said.

My heart dropped.

"You're leaving? What?" I asked, confused.

"I'm going back to Maryland." She sobbed.

"Just fpr thanksgiving....Right?" I tried to feel better.

"No, Bella. I'm moving, not just for thanksgiving." My heart skipped a beat.
I couldn't breath for a second.

"You can't be leaving. YOU CAN'T." I yelled standing up.

She looked up at me.
She was serious.

"No.. NOOO. You can't." I hugged her tightly.

"I'm sorry Bella." She stood up.

"I'll be back next week, to get my stuff." She walked towards the door.
" And, leave." Her hands covered her face.

"You can come with me to the airport next week." She said pressing the elevator button.

I followed her into the elevator.

"See ya next week." Gabrielle forced a smile.

I cried my eyes out, hugging her.

"Bye." I waved to her as the elevator door closed.

I went back to my room.
And plopped against my pillow.

It can't be.

~Bells.

Stumbled.

I was walking around looking for somewhere to stay.
" Hey" A voice said behind me.
I turned around to see John David.
"Hi David!" I said.
"Are you going anywhere?" He asked.
"Nope, this is my free period. I usually go to study hall..."
"Do you mind if I companion you?" He said in his cute accent.
"Why not?" I smiled.
We walked passed the language hall.
My heart dropped.
Rodger was there.
Kissing.
That.
Girl.

I walked faster.
David followed behind me.
" Are you Ok?" He asked.
"Yeah. I'm fine. Why?"
"You look, pale."
"I'm fine."

We got to the study hall.
I sat down in a desk behind were Miranda was sitting.
David sat behind me.
He pulled out his book.
"To kill a mocking bird" The cover of the book read.

" I heard your in Glee." He said behind his book.
" Yeah."
" I want to hear you sing.".
"I don't know."
"Pwwwweeease?" He begged.

I ignored him.

"Be right back." I said, standing up.
He followed behind me.
I rolled my eyes.
The bending machine sucked my dollar.
I picked out Twix.
"Hmm, good choice." He said rubbing his tummy.
I giggled.
I quietly nibbled on my Twix bar while I read my book.

"Bella.... I kinda... I think your pretty." He said.
I blushed.
I took a last bite of my Twix and crumbled the wrapper.

He stared at me.
"Thank you." I said.

"Do you think we can do something after school or something?" He asked.
"I mean, not as a date or anything." He quickly said.

"Sure." I said.

I looked back into my book.

The bell rang and I quickly stood up and left.
Then, I went to Latin.
That was the last period of the day, and I had the day off tomorrow.
Glee was canceled because Ms.Terry was sick.

I reached my locker and stuffed my books into the small locker.

I turned around to see Rodger laying against the lockers across mine's.
I rolled me eyes and kept walking.
"Bella..." He tapped my shoulder.
"What?" I said, turning around.
We ended up closer than I thought, so I backed away.

"After we broke up" He paused.

Our eyes touched.
I quickly looked the other way.

"I.. Well... I just never thought it'd be so hard" He continued.

"What are you trying to say?" I for some stupid reason asked. I knew exactly what he was trying to saying.

"I want to start all over again." He said.

I stood quiet.

Moments passed.

"No." I quickly said turning around.

"Bella, please think about it." He added.

"Why should I think about it? I catched you kissing that girl like 5 times already."

"Well, I got betrayed. I thought she was nice, caring.. more like you. But the truth is, she's ugly inside." He explained.

"Really?" I did a fake laugh.

"Really? Did you tell that to her too? About me?" I started walking away.

"I love you." He said.
My heart did a flippy thing.

That second the world's biggest geek passed by.

"Just think about it." He said as I walked away.

When I was far from Rodger I got a tap on the shoulder.

I turned around to see a blonder girl, with curly hair, blue eyes.
That girl.
You know, the girl that was kissing Rodger.

"I brought up with him." She said.

I stayed quiet.

"He deserve a girl like me. I'm to girly. I'm all about my looks, my status, yadda yadda. He looks for a girl like you. That why I broke up with him." She explained.

"He sure liked kissing you." I said.

She smiled.

"Give him a chance" She said walking away.

Should I give him a chance?

"I seek some affections of frisson." A voice said.

It got closer.

"What's frisson?" I asked the geek.

"It's like an affection for a person, thought you don't know it. I dumbed it down for you." She said.

" Frisson with who? Are you trying to say I'm DUMB?" I yelled.

"Please, keep your tone down. No, I'm just trying to make it more understandable for you. You have frisson with John David, and Rodger. GOOD LUCK!" She said walking away.

I don't have frisson for John David. He's just really cute.
I KNOW I have frisson with Rodger.
Sheesh.

I walked around some more.
"Hey, come here!" A accent said, grabbing my hand.
It was John David.

"Where are you taking me?" He ignored me.

He dragged me all over to the art classroom.
Were he had set up a easel in front of a bench with a few colors of paint.

"Sit right there." He pushed down my shoulders.

"Sit up straight." He said.
He pushed my chin up with his soft hands.
I blushed.
I stood still.

"You're beautilful." He smiled.
I blushed so hard.
I was afraid my painting would come out red instead of my normal skin color.

He stood up from his bench and walked towards me.
He leaned closer and pushed my hair back from my face and pushed up my chin again.
"I would kiss you right now." He said standing up and going back to his bench.

"I will finish this painting." He said, picking up a brush.

He painted for a while.
The door swung open.

"David!" A voice said.
It sounded like (DAH-VEED)

She kissed him.
My mouth dropped.

"Who is this?" She said in her weird accent.
" This is Bella. I am painting her. But you are more beautiful!" They did a nose kiss.

"What? TWO-TIMING PIG!" I hit with my bag.
Boy, am I good at hitting boys with bags.

"What is she saying!?" She asked.

"I don't know, love."

"I'M SAYING THAT THIS (choice word) IS A TWO-FACED PIG!" I stormed out the classroom.

Should I just forgive Rodger?

~BELLS

A sister? A SISTER!

Hi! Guess what, Sunny realized she really liked a doll.
A historical.
I know, about Anabel.
But we're gonna get her another time.

Who is the doll we ARE getting for Sunny's B-day?

Guess.

If you guessed Kaya, your sooo wrong.
In the other hand, if you guessed Felicity you're right!!!

Here's her email:
From: April
To: Bella

Finally I get to leave this place! It's terrible here. I've heard the factory is much better. I mean, the stores are fine too I guess, but the dolls make my life MISERABLE. I love cooking. Everyone make fun of me calling me "Irish" or "Leprechaun." I hate when they're stereotyping me!
PLEASE GET ME OUT OF HERE AS SOON AS YOU CAAAAN!

~BELLS

Battlefield

I walked down the load school hallway eating a bagel.
"Throw that out before class." The secretary said passing by.
"Ok." I rolled my eyes.
I troubled to remember my lock combination.
After a while, I finally opened my locker.
I looked inside the dusty locker.

It had sticky notes, a mirror, and...
And a picture of Rodger.

I snatched it out.

I felt like burning it.

I took a last bite of my bagel and took my books and headed to class.

"Today, we will assign you partners for you project." The science teacher explained.

"Okay, the list is right here." She stamped a sheet on the bulletin board.

The class hurried to the board.
A huge cloud of students crowded around the board.

I waited until I was free to go.

I looked at the board, praying it won't be a stupid person.


Alice Smith- Adam De Jesus
Alex Lopez- Lyla Grace
Andy Bear- Jewels Burd
Bella Flynne- John David Thorne

"John David?" I whispered to myself.

"That's me." A voice said.

I turned around to see a tall boy with spiky brunette hair, and pretty green eyes.

"Bella" I said, shaking his hand.

" Like short for Isabella?" He asked as we went back to our seats.

"Nope, just Bella." I answered him.

"You can simply call me David." He said as we sat down.
He smiled brightly.
I forced a smile.

We talked about our project, turns out he is REALLY sweet!

"See ya." He said as the bell rung.

After that I had math and english.

I headed to lunch.

"Hey!" I said as I sat down at the glee table.
There was a clutter of "HEY!" and "Bells!"

I carefully took out my quesadillas and quietly nibbled on them.

"Hey" Rodger said as he sat down.
I rolled my eyes.

"We have glee today riight?" I asked.
"Yeah, I bet we'll be talking about the finals." Daniel answered.
I nodded.

I took sip of my apple juice.
A girl waved to our direction.
I looked around to see who she was waving at.
Rodger stood up and walked towards her.

I carefully saw them greet each other.
I have seen her before.
I saw her at the mall.
Yesterday.

It was proven that he was over me.
I had to get over him.

At glee, Ms.Terry has a big smile on her face.

"Hello there!" She said as everyone sat down.

"So, today you guys had to come up with some songs to sing at the finals. They're will be a Girls only song, a boys only song, and solo and a group song. " She said.


I slowly slid down in the chair.

"How bout' the girls?" She pointed towards me.

I stood up and walked over to Frankie.

"Kiss N tell, Ke$ha" I whispered to him.

The girls walked up to the stage.

We looked at each other.

I stood up at the front.

"We were thinking of doing kiss-n-tell by Ke$ha. We changed the not-so-appropriate words." I said bravely.

Ms.Terry nodded.

I checked to see if the girls were ready and nodded at Frankie.

The notes began.

We twirled down the stairs and stood in front of the boys.

"Listen to yourself, you're a hot mess." Miranda sang.
"St-st-stutter through your words, breaking a sweat." Laura sang.
"What's it going to take to confess?" I rolled my eyes at Rodger.
"We both know" We all sang.
"Yea, I was outta town last weekend." I sang.
"You were feeling like a pimp round your lame friends" Laura sang.
We twirled around.
"Now your little party's gonna end." Miranda sang.
"So we here we go." We all sang.

We danced to the stage.

"Whoa, you've got a secret." Miranda sang
"Whoa, you couldn't keep it." Laura sang.
"Whoa, Somebody leaked it." Marie sang.
"Now some ____ about to go down." We covered our mouth when the ___ part came. (We didn't say the word, it was the clean version.)


"I never thought that you would be the one
Acting like a slut when I was gone
Maybe you shouldn't, ohh ohh
Kiss and tell
You really should have kept it to your self
I'm hearing dirty stories from your friends
Maybe you shouldn't, ohh ohh
Kiss and tell" I sang.

And the chorus was all mines.

ALL MINES.
TODO.
100%.
BELLA, NOT SHORT FOR ISABELLA FLYNNE GOT THE CHORUS.

MINE!

We finished with our finger against our lips, saying shhhhh.

The boys stared in awe.

Ms.Terry clapped quickly.

"Very nice, girls. That's the song for the girls." She smiled brightly.

I ran down the stairs, took my bag. And I ran.

~BELLS

Home not-so-sweet Home RE-POSTED

I quietly took the elevator to the 6th floor.
An elevator I haven't seen in 2 weeks.
Christmas music played.

The doors opened revealing my 5 year old next door neighbor, Samantha.

"ISABELLA! I MISS YOO SO MUUUCH!" The warm five-year- old gave a big fat hug.

"I missed you too..." I lied.

She was ANNOYING.
"I gotta go now..." I said wiggling free of her hug.

I walked to my apartment, and opened the door.
The sweet smell of burritos and lavender scattered around the air.
I smiled.
I flopped into my bed I haven't slept in 2 weeks.
Seconds past and I stood up and out the door I went.
I ran to Gabrielle's apartment.
I tapped softly on her door.

"Who is it?" Her sweet voice asked.
"UPS" I answered.
She shrieked.
The door swung open.
"My package wasn't supposed to come since-"
"BEEEELLLLA!!!"
"GABRIEEEELLLLEEEE!"
She hugged me tightly.

"How was it?!" She said sitting down in her bed.
"It was awesome!" I answered.
"How's Rodger?" She asked.
My heart fell off my chest.
"Where's jazz?" I ignored her.
"Umm... He's over there" She pointed to her desk.

I crabbed the hamster's cage.

"I gotta go, I'll come back later." I said opening the door.

"Okay..." She whispered.

I ran back to my apartment to drop off Jazz and hurried to the dog sitter.

"Who is it?" The old voice asked.
"Bella." I answered.
"Hello they're sweetie pots!" She opened the door.
My dogs came rushing outside.
I greeted them.
"Come in, sweethearts" I walked inside.

The stood a figure.
A figure know as Rodger.

" Bella, this is my grandson, Rod-"
"I know him." I interrupted her.
"You do?"
"Better than you think." I rolled my eyes.
"Umm. Okay... Here's they're bags. Really good dogs you've got there." She said passing me the bag.

"Here."I passed her the money.

"Thanks." I said as I left the apartment.

I called Sophia, Miranda, and Gabrielle and invited them to the mall.

"Hi!" Miranda squealed.
"Hey." I said.
"Tell me."
"Tell you what?"
"You're hiding something."
"No"
"Yes"
"The dog sitter is Rodger's grandma" I gagged when I said "Rodger"

They're was soft knock at my door.

"HIIII!" Sophia said, throwing me a hug.
"Hiii!" I squealed.

After we talked we went to the mall.
"That is one caaayute hat." Miranda pointed at the glass.
"Forget it." Miranda said looking at the price tag.

"Oh look who it is..." We heard a voice.
We turned around.
There stood Maragaret and her wanna-bes.

"Bella, Gabrielle, Sophia, and her." She said, looking at Miranda.
Miranda rolled her eyes.

"You need a makeover.Some make-up will do. Alot of make-up." Margaret said to Miranda.
" Some people don't have to use a lot of make to cover they're ugly face like you." I defended Miranda.

Margaret gasped.
"Ugh. Looosers!" She said walking away.

"I'm hungry" I announced after a while.
"Me too" Everyone agreed.

We went down to the food court and ordered pizza.
"This is delicious!" I stuffed a piece of pizza in my mouth.
The girls stared at me in shock.

"Whaaat?" I asked.
"Nothing. Uh.. Noooothing." They said suspiciously.

I looked behind me.
Rodger.
Flirting.
With.
A.
Girl.


~BELLS