No.

I played the soft notes in my guitar.

"I'm am in love. With what we are, not what we should be." I sang softly into the empty auditorium.

I was in glee practice, yea, on a day we have off.

"And I am, I am starstruck." I paused.

"With every part of this whole story." I played the notes in my guitar.

"So if it's just tonight, the animal inside."

"Let it live and die" I sang.
"Like it's the end of time, Like everything inside." I sang.
"Let it live and DIE" I sang loudly.
"This is our last chance, give me your hands. Cuz our world is spinning a the speed of light." The notes played loudly.
"The night is fading, My heart is racing" I paused, startled by loud claps.

I looked at the back of the auditorium from the tall stage.

"Bravo! Bravo!." The voice said.
"I didn't mean to interrupt." It came closer.
It was Rodger.
"Aren't you supposed to be downstairs eating?"
I smiled.
"You're really good. Are you going to audition for the Solo?" He ignored me.
I blushed.
"No." I answered standing up.
"You're AMAZING." The auditorium boomed.
" You have to." He said climbing up the stage.
"If I sing a solo, everyone will be looking at me. No." I packed away my guitar.
"C'mon. You don't want us to lose the winter finals, right?" He looked down with a sad face.
"No." I said stepping down the stage.
"Fine." He said.
"Fine." I said, sitting down in the empty audience.

They're was silence for a while.
I watched him take out his guitar.

"WE'RE BAAACK!" I heard Daniel yell from behind.

We practiced our group song,our girls song, and the solo auditions were Friday.
I headed home and praticed my songs.

"There you are down in your knees again, trying find where to breath again." I sang loudly.
" Only surrender would help you know, I love you please see and believe agaaaain." I sang even louder.

A soft knock hit my door.
I looked through the peep hole.
"Gabbie-L?" I swung open the door.
"Yeah." She said in a disappointed voice.

She walked inside my apartment and sat on the couch, looking down.

"What's wrong?" I sat down on the couch with her.
They're was a few seconds of silence.
"Bella." She looked up at me.
Her eyes we're moist and teary.
"Gabrielle Amber Taylor, what is wrong?!" She got me really worried.
" Bella." She burst into tears.
She hugged me.
My heart pounded loudly.
My should drowned in tears.
"GABRIELLE what is wrong?" She got me worried sick.

"Bella, I'm leaving." She said.

My heart dropped.

"You're leaving? What?" I asked, confused.

"I'm going back to Maryland." She sobbed.

"Just fpr thanksgiving....Right?" I tried to feel better.

"No, Bella. I'm moving, not just for thanksgiving." My heart skipped a beat.
I couldn't breath for a second.

"You can't be leaving. YOU CAN'T." I yelled standing up.

She looked up at me.
She was serious.

"No.. NOOO. You can't." I hugged her tightly.

"I'm sorry Bella." She stood up.

"I'll be back next week, to get my stuff." She walked towards the door.
" And, leave." Her hands covered her face.

"You can come with me to the airport next week." She said pressing the elevator button.

I followed her into the elevator.

"See ya next week." Gabrielle forced a smile.

I cried my eyes out, hugging her.

"Bye." I waved to her as the elevator door closed.

I went back to my room.
And plopped against my pillow.

It can't be.

~Bells.