Not so over him

"I love Ohio! I don't want to leave!" Laura yelled looking out the window.
We all started fake crying, except for me.

Sadly, tomorow, we leave in two days.

It was great being in Ohio.
Even thought me and Rodger broke up.
Even If I didn't get to meet a awesome family.
Even if I didn't make any friends.
Ohio, I love it.

" I'm gonna miss you, annoying hotel room! And you wii, you were awesome! And the amazing strawberry shortcake from room service, and you itchy carpet. And you boring walls! And you,"

"OKAY, we get it. You're gonna miss this place a lot." Miranda interrupted Laura.

Rest assure I'm not going to miss this place.
Not at all.
It was like a tiny pod, stuck in here for hours. And hours. And hours.
Hoping that my someone would come and rescue me from torture.
But they didn't.
Waah.

It was silent in the room.

I could feel the akwardness piling in the air.
I could feel Miranda giving me a glance.
I understood why she gave me a glance.
I haven't said many words in days.

She glanced back at the girls.

I interrupted the moment by standing up and going back to my room.

I could hear whispers from the room.
I did not take my eyes off the book.

Everything was weird.
I guess I didn't realize that Rodger was such a jerk.
It's disgusting how boys are just jerks.
I mean, he's already flirting with some girls.

I heard a loud but soft knock coming from the door.

I pocked my head out the door and looked towards the front door.

Miranda opened the door and greeted Daniel with a kiss.
I rolled my eyes.

The other boys came in.
Except for Rodger.
I smiled.

I walked towards the living room and smiled greatly.

"Hey.. Whadda ya doing here?" I asked the boys.

" Tell us." Laura ignored my question.

"Tell you what?"

" Why are you all down, and un-yourself."

I took a deep breath and looked around.

" Why did Rodger not come?" I had an evil smile.

" Well, he said that he wanted to go buy something in the--"

"Lie." I interrupted.

"A filthy lie." I sat on the carpet.

" You know why he didn't come?" I asked.

Everyone shrugged.

"Whadda tell him?" I asked.

"We told him that we're gonna see why Bella is acting so not her." Daniel explained.

" That's why. He knows why I'm so mad."

" Why? You may ask. Well he broke up with me. No biggie. He insisted that it 'wasn't working'. So we broke up. We're over each other." I explained to them.

The all stared in awe.

Without thinking, I stood up took my coat and opened the door.

And there was standing Rodger. Trying to hear what I was saying.

"Didn't you want to go buy something at the mall?" I asked sarcastly.

I went passed him, and walked 12 flights down the stair.

Am I really over him?
No.

Is he over me?
Yes

~BELLS